plans for weekend:)
well i got paid today, first month working :-) wahoo! going shopping tomorrow, to spend some of my earnings & then to see JESSIE J in concert, wooooo!! sunday, got work 12-5 so isnt too bad, it’ll fly hopefully because im going over my jordys to stay & taking his 2 brothers, sister & 2 neice’s out halloweening :) im so excited, like a child myself i miss those days :-( wish i could still go now, get a bucket full of sweets and count my pennies at the end of the night to see how much we’d get! but yeah, thats my plans exciting stuff :D!!!
havent been on here a while, so ima bore you all :)
went to see katy perry last wednesday & omg omg omg! she was amazing:) she was so good with the crowd, i even caught a guitar pic she put in her mouth before throwing out to the crowd :) omg omg! i’d do it all over again if i could, hope she comes back to cardiff because im a deffo to go again :) amazing wasnt the word
something that’s been inside a while..
i honestly wish i could turn back time in life & just to get the old you back, i miss how you were + how we used to be. you were one of the closest things i had + was lucky to call you family but now you’ve changed and i don’t even feel like your family any more which is such a shame. you don’t care though, youve proved it? all everyone has done for you + you don’t give a damn. we’ve tried everything to get you back on track but it feels its never going to change you now, you’ve gone from such a nice person to something i never thought i’d meet, i thought you had more sense than to go & do what youve done, you don’t realise how much it tears me up and how much i want the old you back, the same as mam, dad + everyone that knows you well :( at least i can get this out, because its too upsetting for me to tell you to your face + i cant really face talking about it either, just wish you could see this & maybe then, maybe then you would change:( ♥
a little something about someone special :)
you mean absolute everything to me, its been 8 + half months now and i still cant believe your mine, im well and truly in love and i never want this feeling to go away, im literally IN love with being IN love(if that makes sense..)haha! well yeah, ive told you this myself, ive never ever been treated like a princess by anyone, and youve totally toke that away from me because im constantly being treated like a princess by you, you spoil me all the time! your kisses & cuddles are amazing, i literally could have them all day everyday o.o i still sit there like a little saddo smelling my quilt covers when youve gone home, because they reassure me that im going to see you again + again and that your my baby boy forever! your perfect, i knew i loved you from the moment i met you, your eyes looking into mine + it was love at first sight most defiantly! our valentines cards + my birthday card, stuck on my wall will keep being added too, i read them on the nights i feel down + they never fail to put a smile on my face again, your such a cutie its unreal ^_^ im a very very lucky girl and you dont realise and give your self enough credit for how incredible you actually are. you never give yourself confidence but you should be so proud of your self, your most defiantly the best boyfriend anyone could ask for + i want to spend the rest of my life with you, i hope you know that also :) words cant actually describe how much i love you, even though i tell you about a million times every time i see you, it still doesnt describe how much i actually mean it. there isnt enough time in the day + words in the world for me to describe the feelings i actually have for you, butterflies are for beginning in the relationship, i still have them most times im with you and still cant believe your actually mine, but you are + thats how its going to stay >.< your mine + your not going anywhere okay? i love you to the moon & back baby ♥
